tidak jelas-absurd-uneg2

dear siapa saja yang mungkin tidak sengaja terperangkap dalam blog saya ini =,=",

Saya baru merasa gundah gulana *hayyah*. Hmm...mungkin karena baru sensitif saja, tapi saya merasa sangat amat lelah dan ingin sendirian dan terbebas dari segala kewajiban dunia untuk sementara waktu.

ada yang ingin bergabung dengan saya? eh, jangan dink, ntar jadinya saya nggak sendirian dong *aneh*.

kedamaian hati itu benar-benar mahal ya. tidak terbeli dengan uang. tapi kalau sudah damai rasanya semua jadi ringan. hmm..mari kita mulai dengan satu langkah termudah : banyak senyum :)

pasti sudah banyak yang tau kan kalau mulut kita tersenyum maka otak kita akan berpikir bahwa kita sedang senang*walaupun sebenarnya tidak begitu*..semacam sugesti positif.

jadi ingat, beberapa hari yang lalu saya membaca karya Dan Brown yang terbaru-The Lost Symbol. yang bisa saya tangkap bahwa memang kekuatan pikiran manusia itu luar biasa. dan saya juga setuju bahwa pikiran kita adalah tempat dimana kita bisa benar-benar dekat dengan Tuhan. seperti biasa, karya Dan Brown selalu saja keren*lho, malah promosi xD*

postingan saya kali ini memang tidak jelas, jadi untuk yang membacanya mungkin setelah selesai akan mengernyitkan alis dan berpikir bahwa postingan ini tidak penting. hahahaha..maaf ya semuanya. namanya juga anda 'terperangkap' di blog ini, he xD

see ya semuanya..semoga saya bisa posting lagi secepatnya :h *waving*

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Namanya Adalah Cinta

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diary jaman dulu bikin malu

omigosh, kalo anda bisa melihat ekspresi saya sekarang, anda pasti akan melihat ekspresi orang yang sedang sangat malu dan merasa bodoh dan konyol *blushing*. ada yang bisa menebak apa yang terjadi sehingga saya merasa begitu maluu???

belum lama ini listrik di rumah saya sedang dipadamkan. saya yang biasanya ngadep di depan laptop dan ol sepanjang hari jadi bingung mau ngapain. akhirnya saya melirik ke rak di atas saya dan mengambil tiga dari banyak diary yang saya punya. diary pertama adalah diary saya waktu SD. saya buka dan saya baca lagi. langsung malu berat begitu sadar saya yang menuliskan itu...hwaaaa....bahasanya, curhatannya membuat saya 'gilo' sendiri

langsung buru-buru saya tutup dan segera mengambil diary saya yang kedua. diary kali ini saya tulis sepanjang tahun 2004..itu berarti jaman saya SMP. kali ini malunya karena merasa alay banget..oh, sungguh jaman-jaman kebodohan

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Let's move!

it's been a while since last time i wrote here..umm..a year?? hahahaha..

i have tried to write again in new year, but i never finish it. okay, i wont talk about new year resolution because it's already January 18th, so, i wanna talk about other things.

i'm in holiday now!!! yeahhh!! and many things appear in my mind, and queueing being to be done*hahaha*

well, i'm quite lazy recently. it's not about lazy to study *not just it, i meant*, but lazy to stand up and say hello to world physically. i think i havent done my habbits for a long time and now i'm missing it! what's that? that's my plans. i always make plans, a lot of plans day by day and do at least half of it. but now, i feel unproductive. my brain was complaining all the time because i did nothing with ideas that came to me. now is perfect time to move! yeah, c'mon guys! for everyone who feels so unproductive recently, let's move together with me! just feel the spirit flows in your blood, moving into your heart, passing through it then feel your heart beat. close your eyes a while, take a deep breath, feel relax and smile^^b

let's move!

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English is so fun for me^^,

Well, i dont know why did i start to remember my old memories about learning English. It's been years since my first time knowing English. i am always excited with English. Just like normal children, i knew English in Elementary School. In my fifth grade, i joined one of the best English courses in my city with my lil cousin. I had fun with English in that place. I love the language, place and teachers. They were so amazing. At that time, the building where i had my course was so big and galmorous but really spooky. It looked so myterious so that my classmates and i always played hide and seek and a kind of detective-games. We felt like in a big and very important mission everytime we were there. We never felt bored because it always has secrets which we havent solved yet...hahaha...what a fun times =)

Then, finally, i have my last term in that English course because i've already finished the last level. I wasnt children anymore. I was at second year of senior high school. i had to make paper and present it in front of the class as my final assignment. I couldnt remember why i chose "The Animals Are in Danger" as my title of paper, but, i satisfied with it. Though i didn't get perfect mark on it, but 3.8 from 4 isn't that bad. Try to ask my bestfriends in Senior high school and u'll find out how i really prepared everything for my presentation. Having that kind of assignment to graduate was the first for me. I'm a perfectionist girl so that i wanted everything to be perfect. Not for exaggerating, but i struggled for that. Heu, i can't tell you the details about that, but i'll try to tell you about my D-Day.

My teacher said everyone has to wear their best formal apparels for presentation. Shirt, pants, shoes, tie, belt, blazer, skirt, even hair had to be as neat as possible. i got special exception. Because i was the youngest which still wore school uniform, so it's ok for me to use my school uniform like usual *thanks to Mr. El, my teacher^^* On D-Day, i brought a backpack and two big paperbags in both of my hands. Guess what did i bring? i brought many animal dolls in my paperbags! haghaghag..i gave it to all of the audience *and took it back of course* and told them how cute that animals were. That's my way to open my presentation. Then it continued with blablablabla and blablabla. Wow, my presentation was satisfying enough for me! how relieved i was. You know what, the best part of it is that i became the best student at that time! i never expected it, but i proud of it. Thanks for my beloved teachers in that English course. I love them all^^,

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