Tanpa Nama (Her) #12

Sudah hampir dua tahun. I'm single now. Jalan-jalan kesana kemari sendiri. Menikmati hidup dengan cara berbeda. Eh, kenapa saya jadi merasa seperti orang tua? haha.. Well, teman saya tambah banyak sekarang. Hidup saya seru, menemui hal berbeda setiap hari, I am just happy.

Saya happy, tapi saya rindu. Oh, pardon my language. Aaaahh, saya kangen, kangen, kangen. Sama siapa? Sama dia, Dia yang hanya sebentar saja mampir di kehidupan saya, physically, but seems like forever stays in my life. Bingung? Yes, i am. I miss you damn so much, the man who confuse me even after years!

I grab my phone, spontaneously select his name in my phone book. Then suddenly i remember, that i had humiliated myself before by making the first move, by texting him first without being replied. Come on, i ain't a type of person who makes same mistake twice, am i? Daripada memikirkan dia yang belum tentu memikirkan saya, lebih baik saya memikirkan rencana liburan saya berikutnya. Raja Ampat, everyone?